well been sick the last week, got it from work, but thats one of the unfortinate risks that comes with caring for the elderly, ahh well im slightly used to it by now, though this one spun me round for a fuckin' loop let me tell ya. working on redecorating my room, maybe ill post a pic someday if i figure that shit out (not fucking likely) ill probably post it on myspace and just mention it here. well ontop of my truck(which pat and i must discuss, plans might be changing and he might keep it which i am 100% cool with), im still getting my motorcycle, and now maybe a blazer and firebird, a buddy has both and is talking with me about a payment plan to sell me both, which is cool, but if it doesnt work out oh well ya know. ill take shots with him over it and laugh.
one of these days soon, as soon as i get all my borrowed movies back, im taking a acurate recount of them, im gonna give a rough estime on how many dvds i have now, but keep in mind my last count was over a year ago now so i could be way fucking off. im gonna say between 250-300, but i could easily have more, im kinda a dvd nut when i have spare cash, and concidering the lack of g/f and kid, thats thankfully quite often.
might be throwing a party this weekend, not sure though. tomorrow i must get ahold of a friend of mine up north who i havnt seen in a few years now, and see if they are coming down, they are the reason for it, and if not, fuck it i dont need a reason to do some drinking. thats what us washington rednecks do best ya know.
as far as the women subject, well well now, hasnt this one been the confusing rollercoaster ride for me? lol. liking this one, falling for that one, and all the while KNOWING that i was lying to myself about them, trying to force myself to like these people in hopes of not only hooking up with them but also forcing myself out of love with the person i fell for a year and a half ago. i realize by now people probably read this subject from me and think "when will he make up his fucking mind?" right? hell i dont blame ya, ive often asked myself the same question. well the answer is a confusing 2 part answer, part one of course is i made up my mi9nd when i met megan a year and a half ago, part 2 is as long as megan says "no your my best friend and i love you just not like that" which i figure she doesnt mean but im completely cool with it, as long as she says that shit, i will never make up my mind, i will always try to force myself to fall for others in attempt to forget and or pass the time better until she says yes. like i said confusing answer, was i right? as you can probably tell by now, im fucking rambling, but its late and i am tired and typing so deal with it.
bought a brand new 5 disc dvd set of a decade live of garth brooks, and its fucking amazing. also drinking a jack daniels beer right now blackberry jack its called. ive got 4 severed heads in my room and a flying demon above my t.v. with a tombstone on my t.v. work is in teresting, as always.hot ass fucking women constantly running around(my place of work employs 50% hot ass women for some reason) and they all come and talk to me, infact some even come to my parties, we like family. was eating a bag of potato chips the other day and found the most amazing thing, a fucking(brace yourselves this is truly a shocker)potato chip shaped potato chip.AAAAHHHHHH. call ripleys believe it or not, can you believe with a rant like this that i am not drunk? ok im gonna go for the night.
everything's alright, ill just say goodnight, and ill show myself to the door."garth brooks-friends in low places"